Without you is how I disappear

I'm ready to be gone.
I am.
This is horrible.
I haven't felt this bad upon waking up in a long time.
And the weird thing is, it's not even the 20th.
It's the second.
I'm sorry to EVERYONE who was mentioned below.
I do love you all, and half of it wasn't meant.
I was venting, and I said whatever decided to come to my mind.
The thing is, I hardly regret ANYTHING I said.
I regret saying that Riley is a bitch.
That's all.
I'm sorry to everyone, though.
Fuck it all, God, take me.