The dangers of saying "I love You."

My name is Ryan Thomas Dilks.
I'm 15.583 years old, exactly.
Up until the morning of June 14th 2009 at 1:05 am, I was probably going to hell.
It was that minute.
The minute she told me we could try, and she called me babe.
The moment I read that, my life was saved.

I never thought I would amount to anything, and then, the girl who had hated me three years earlier, showed me otherwise.

And now she, YOU, have saved me forever.
I'm probably going to heaven, now.
God, I hope so...
I'd kill for an eternity with you.
I love you.
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My name is Ryan Thomas Dilks.
I'm 15.583 years old.
I play God.

I lack the mental capacity to hate, and the intelligence to love.

I'm 99.999% certain that you're too good for me.
But only time will tell.

You're perfect, love.
I hate you.
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My name is Ryan Thomas Dilks.
I'm 15.583 years old.
I lack a material soul.