This is a Breakup song

And it's about two different things.
It was written about a drug, but it could also be a response to my last song "Want to go Home"

It's called So Gone, by Highschool Lows

I'm laying here, I'm drying off the tears,
I won't forget the way you made me feel,
Eveytime we whispered our goodnights,
Said I loved you, mostly out of fright.
But there's no way I'm coming back to you
Because I know what you can make me do.
But still I cannot bear to say goodbye,
Maybe it's time I give in to your lies.
You tell me that I need you,
So i say it to my friends.
You ask me not to leave you,
So I stay in your defense.
But it's so hard to leave you here
Buried in my veins.
I just wish I could leave you
But you're begging me to stay.

And I don't want to hurt you,
But you're trying to tear me apart.
And I don't want to lose you,
But it's so wrong you've blackened my heart.
And I'm dying to kick you away,
But I'm stuck on the pain that your taking from me
I can't risk it any longer I'm gone.
And this is my final love song.

You keep calling me back telling me that you've changed
And I'm finding it harder and harder to stay away,
Call me one more time, I think I need to hear your voice.
Baby, I'm so gone... You only make me worse.
I try kicking and screaming, but it only makes me hoarse.
I just wish you would leave me, baby just go.

And I don't want to hurt you,
But you're trying to tear me apart.
And I don't want to lose you,
But it's so wrong you've blackened my heart.
And I'm dying to kick you away,
But I'm stuck on the pain that your taking from me
I can't risk it any longer, I'm gone.
And this is my final love song.
Baby I'm gone.