The R stands for Danger.

Terrible people do terrible things. No one is worse than an evil person. And trust me, darling. I know plenty of those. I've been hurt, and I've been the one to do the hurting. But when she tells me that I was the bad guy, she's a liar. I was the good guy. She hurt me. NOT the other way around.

Just to clarify.

This Cant Be a Love Song, Its In The Wrong Key. By Highschool Lows

There's not much I can do
To make me fall less in love with you
And not much I can say
About how you make me feel this way

It's getting kinda empty here,
Alone in the dark with my greatest fears.
I feel a little broken, love.
Just look at me, just look my direction.

It's not much anyway, 
Heaven's just like Hell but a little dark.
With not much in the way
Of paradise as much as broken hearts.
Love is a losers game.
That only liars play, and nothing feels the same.

You can't win if you never try
You can't live if you never want to die.
Don't expect any sympathy
Any sympathy from me.

I'm going away for a while
Try not to notice I'm gone
I'm not gonna call for a while
Try not to remember when I said you were wrong

I'm a loser and liar, I'm burning out
Trying hard not to lose everyone I care about
I might be the worst one
You've ever seen
 but it's not very pretty
Living like me.
I'm a loser and a liar, I'm burning out.
Trying hard not to lose everyone I care about
I'm singing

"Maybe she'll come back and haunt me again
I could try and pretend that maybe she never left
But she's gone, she's gone."

I'm going away for a while
Try not to notice I'm gone
I'm not gonna call for a while
Try not to remember when I said you were wrong
I'm going away for a while
Try not to notice I'm gone
I'm not gonna call for a while
Try not to remember when I said you were wrong.

[her]
Maybe he's gone,
I'm never gonna see him again in my life
I'm burning out I'm alone
I'm alone!

[both]
I'm going away for a while(maybe he's gone)
I'm never gonna see him again in my life.
I'm not gonna call for a while(maybe he's gone)
I'm burning out(burning out)
Burning out.

I'm a loser and liar, I'm burning out
Trying hard not to lose everyone I care about
I might be the worst one
You've ever seen
But it's not very pretty
Living like me.
I'm a loser and liar, (Maybe he's gone.)
Trying hard not to lose everyone I care about (Again in my life)
I might be the worst one
You've ever seen
But I'm burning out, I'm alone.

Metaphors About the Moon are Overused. By highschool lows.


And the moon is frowning, 
It will never be as beautiful as you.
And the song it's singing goes,
"I wish that I was beautiful too."

I'm sorry if I stutter, 
I'm sorry if I curse,
I'm trying as hard as I can to be the man that you deserve.
All these angry faces, 
All these broken hearts,
Try to make a living off of tearing us apart.
But we'll never give in,
Never let them win.
No matter what they say to you.
Do I make you feel beautiful?
Am I doing my job?
I swear I'd give the world to you if that's what you'd want.

The moon thinks you're wonderful, 
The sun thinks you're an angel.
The stars shine just so I can see your face,
I stop singing just to thank them.

And you're the only one for me
The reason that Im livin'
I'll come visit you as soon as my guitar buys me the ticket.
I promise that I love you,
Just don't look at the sky,
The stars are shining brightly and it might hurt your eyes
   
And the moon is frowning, 
It will never be as beautiful as you.
And the song it's singing goes,
"I wish that I was beautiful too."

Fuck Rules, Break Hearts

In case you've forgotten, kids, I'm Ryan.
Dilks?
Yeah, the one with the emotions.
So I decided maybe it's time to post something other than songs and extremely confusing updates.
something worth reading.
But I don't think I will.
Instead I'll just write all of this:

I miss Riley, but I have to way to talk to her.
Me and Bailey are going 4 months strong.
Me and Jamie are talking again.
I hate Holden Caulfield.
I hate Catcher In The Rye.
I hate /you/

New song.

This One's For You, by Highschool Lows

I'm all alone, and I confess
That it's what I deserve
And it's what I do best. 
I'm a nervous wreck, I'm a hot mess.
But there's something in your eyes
That makes me
Want to let you know that you are

Everything I needed and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you'll never be away from him.
Oh.

It's a stupid song, it's a bit cliched,
I'm a loser and 
Music is my masquerade
I'm a nervous wreck, I'm a hot mess.
But the sound of your voice
Makes me wanna let you know
That you are

Everything I needed and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you'll never be away from him.
Woah.

And he is
Everything you need, he's your confidant
And he's doing all he can just to keep you in his arms
And I'm, I'm burning letters and I'm holding my tongue
Because, because
Girl you are:
Everything I need and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you are
Everything I need and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you'll never be away from him.
Oh.