Fuck Rules, Break Hearts

In case you've forgotten, kids, I'm Ryan.
Dilks?
Yeah, the one with the emotions.
So I decided maybe it's time to post something other than songs and extremely confusing updates.
something worth reading.
But I don't think I will.
Instead I'll just write all of this:

I miss Riley, but I have to way to talk to her.
Me and Bailey are going 4 months strong.
Me and Jamie are talking again.
I hate Holden Caulfield.
I hate Catcher In The Rye.
I hate /you/

New song.

This One's For You, by Highschool Lows

I'm all alone, and I confess
That it's what I deserve
And it's what I do best. 
I'm a nervous wreck, I'm a hot mess.
But there's something in your eyes
That makes me
Want to let you know that you are

Everything I needed and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you'll never be away from him.
Oh.

It's a stupid song, it's a bit cliched,
I'm a loser and 
Music is my masquerade
I'm a nervous wreck, I'm a hot mess.
But the sound of your voice
Makes me wanna let you know
That you are

Everything I needed and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you'll never be away from him.
Woah.

And he is
Everything you need, he's your confidant
And he's doing all he can just to keep you in his arms
And I'm, I'm burning letters and I'm holding my tongue
Because, because
Girl you are:
Everything I need and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you are
Everything I need and you're everything want
And I'd do anything just to make you be my love
And I'm, I'm writing letters and I'm biting my lip
Because I know that you'll never be away from him.
Oh.