20100325

If I could, by Highschool Lows

Maybe if I gave up on this
I wouldnt be disappointed.
And maybe if the words weren't all wrong
You might still be here to sing along.
But you know i did my damndest
I tried and tried to get us through this

And even I didn't do it right
You're still mine
And I'm still trying
To make you wanna be the one
And I'm a mess
A total wreck,
But that's the part that you liked best.
Thats what you said.
Before you left
Me alone

So where did you go?
Where have you been?
I'm all alone inside my head
Where are my clothes?
Where is my bed?
I can't stand living like this.
Have I done worse?
Well you've done better.
And now I'm all alone.

And even I didn't do it right
You're still mine
And I'm still trying
To make you wanna be the one
And I'm a mess
A total wreck,
But that's the part that you liked best.
Thats what you said.
Before you left
Me alone.

But now I'm flipping through old pictures
Wondering where we went wrong
Maybe it was somewhere in between 
Those letters and this song
Maybe I deserved this.
Maybe Im the one to blame.
But now like never before 
I'm all alone inside my brain.

Where you're still mine
And I'm still trying
To make you wanna be the one
And I'm a mess
A total wreck,
But that's the part that you liked best.
When you were mine
And I was blind
And we were young and dumb and stung.
But I'm a mess
A total wreck
And tell me love is that the part you miss?

20100318

:)

I Was Wrong by Highschool Lows

I've got so much to say and so much to lose, 
Too little too late, 
I'm a breakdown away from being alone
Too hard to try but too easy to fail.
I am, I'll admit, just destined to fall too hard
I'm always close yet Im so far away
I'm on the fence about leaving you be
And my

My heart is telling that I should be by myself
But my mind is letting me know that being alone is hell
And I, I'm too far too late to be with you
But even if all hope is lost, I'll still try to 

Be there for you.
Be there for you,
And I'm, I'm trying to make you feel loved. 
And by, the time I make you notice me, you'll be gone
I'll be here waiting, just to sing you this song
And if youre gone by then well I guess I wrong.
I thought you were meant for me but maybe
I was wrong

One more time and we were doing our best
But sad enough we ended up just like the rest.
My heart is breaking, I hope you're just the same
I know it might sound wrong, but that's my middle name

My heart is telling that I should be by myself
But my mind is letting me know that being alone is hell
And I, I'm too far too late to be with you
But even if all hope is lost, I'll still try to 

Be there for you.
Be there for you,
And I'm, I'm trying to make you feel loved. 
And by, the time I make you notice me, you'll be gone
I'll be here waiting, just to sing you this song
And if youre gone by then well I guess I wrong.
I thought you were meant for me but maybe
I was wrong

And all these times I tried to convince myself
That maybe you would differentiate yourself
Maybe I was looking too deep inside,
Wish that I could see straight through your lies

My heart is telling that I should be by myself
But my mind is letting me know that being alone is hell
And I, I'm too far too late to sing you this song
So I guess hope is lost, I guess I was wrong. 

20100301

Loving You by Highschool Lows

She said, "Boy,
You really know,
You really know how to break a heart"
But that voice alone
Could break a thousand more.
She says I must have a lot of practice,
Because I don't need second chances.
And then she left, woah.
And that's what she calls loving.

I never said that I needed time,
I don't remember ever lying.
I never said that you were a prize,
But I remember every time I
Tried to make you feel better.
And that's what I call loving

I came home,
Only to find.
That I was trying to get the details right
I would never be the same again
I could never be that sane again.
But those words all on their own,
Could've made me feel alone.
And she says I must have hurt a lot of people
To do it with a straight face.
And then she left.
And that's what she calls loving.

I never said that I needed time,
I don't remember ever lying.
I never said that you were a prize,
But I remember every time I
Tried to make you feel better.
And that's what I call loving