Take it easy, Tigers in a cage.

I see her every day, and laugh.
She will never be as unhappy as me, and I see her wishing she were.
She envies my sadness, and I love it.
When she passes me in the hall, I smile and she frowns.

She will never have what I have.

Her boyfriend is a sweet, loving boy.
She will never be as sad as me.

And the best part is?

Our roles are reversed!

haha, dumb, stupid J!

Something Elegant, by Highschool Lows


Just focus on the better parts of what we always had,
I'll never make it make a living off of everything I did
To you and now I'm finding out that I made a bad choice
And you won't be getting soon.
I'll try not thinking of you.

When they look back and laugh and all the memories,
Where will we be?
I'm just trying to forget all things you did for me.
And the things I did to you,
Breaking hearts isn't what I aim to do.
But it's all I seemed to be able to, when I was with you.

So paint yourself up something dreadful,
You always look so down.
Is that what I did to you?
Is that what I did to you?
Now make yourself look beautiful
Like everyone expects of you.
Is that what I did to you?
Is that what I did?

I know I'm not there anymore,
And I'm sorry that I'm such a bore.
I lied and I told you I loved you,
But I was really telling her.
But my confidence is fading,
And my heart, like yours, is breaking.
And I'm falling apart.
Even though I have no heart.

I'd do anything to make you come back home.
I'd do anything to not feel so alone,
But the feelings that you give to me,
when you say that isn't happening.
I'm alright (I'm okay)
I'm okay.

So paint yourself up something dreadful,
You always look so down.
Is that what I did to you?
Is that what I did to you?
Now make yourself look beautiful
Like everyone expects of you.
Is that what I did to you?
Is that what I did to you?
Is that what I did to you?
Is that what I did?

So paint yourself up something elegant,
I'm back and I'll be back again,
Is that what this to me?
Is that what this to

You!
I'm alright (I'm okay)
I'm okay!

White Collar Terrorism by High School Lows



If the stories that you told had any substance,
Baby I'd be lucky, but liars never finish and
They said good guys finish last.
I'm letting go of all you gave me,
The false hopes, doll, and now I'm taking
One last step towards confidance
And I'm never coming back!

Is he really best one you've ever had?
Are you mistaking him for me?
I gave you all I had.
I gave you all I had!

They say that cheaters never prosper,
But girl you didn't listen
Now you're fucking lost, girl
Didn't ever try.
(You Said you didn't ever try!)

I'm coming home, are you coming around?
I'm coming home, are you coming around?

I'm not leaving without answers
(I'm coming home...)
I'm not leaving here until
You come around!

Is he really best one you've ever had?
Are you mistaking him for me?
I gave you all I had.
I gave you all I had!

All those friends who learned my name, weren't really friends, they were my chains...


My name is Ryan Thomas Dilks and I am 16 years old. If had a dollar for every life I've ruined, I'd have 15 dollars.
And I have three fives in my pocket.

I want to do something, but there's nothing to do and no one to do it with.
I am such a boring person.
Hm.

Sometimes I still have dreams about HER. I really wish SHE still existed.

But there is nothing to do about any of that.
So i think I'll just overdose